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发表于 2014-1-13 07:58:54
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亲爱的秤子,
谢谢你的鼓励和提醒。 保持乐观,坚强,独立这是无疑的。(原谅我用英语表达,这么多年的工作上和感情上,多数是用英语,所以,中文表达很生涩,尤其是情绪有些混乱的时候。)
Thank you for the kind reminder and inspiration, truly and sincerely. It's such a great and encouraging thing to share your happiness here. And you deserve it all, for what you've been thru and who you really are.
I'm pretty sure that I was left few choices but to stay strong, independent and optimistic for now. And i'm sure I can handle it. But it's kind of difficult and tricky thing to balance between the distance and intimacy for me. It's never been such a confusing call about when to confess the feeling and when not to. Nothing can be worse than I show my heart when he's tired of it as well.
And there were moments i felt even relieved in the silence between us. Coz the up and downs are so painful and too much to take, which freaks the hell out of me. I'm stuck in this dilemma between "letting go and not letting go" situation. Is it because the passion's fading away and i'm over with it? But my heart tells me that i've never met such a man, with who I clicked almost 100% the feelings.
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